So don't get me wrong, I've really enjoyed the last two weeks of calm. No appointments, no phone calls from doctors, no tests. But, I've become comfortable. I've stoped worrying about the results of my ONCO testing. I've stopped obsessing over the possibility of chemo. I've gone back to my routine. However, I know that two weeks was how long they said results would take, so any day now I will get a call.
I got this comfortable one other time. Before I got the results of my second biopsy (the one that led me into this situation) I let myself believe that it was taking so long because they didn't find anything and so there was no rush to tell me. I can even remember my mom saying "well, if something was really wrong they would have called immediately." Yeah, well that didn't work out so well.
So in the mean time, I'm just sitting on my sofa, waiting for a call, wishing for good news. Don't think that I'm holding out on you guys, I'll let you know as soon as I know. :)
I might sound like a broken record, but just want to say thanks again for the cards, texts, calls, flowers and cookies. You all have helped me keep my sanity!
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