So tomorrow is the day. If I had my way, my surgery would have been on January 1 (the day after I found out about the "situation") but alas, it was scheduled for the 17th.
Here is the schedule for my day:
-At 10am I must apply numbing cream to my breast and wrap it in Saran Wrap. Yes, that is literally part of my surgical plan. Note to self: Make sure you have Saran Wrap at home...
-At 10:45 I have to report to the Breast and Bone Center. Here a couple of things will happen. The first is that they will place guide wires around my tumor. This will give the surgeon (have I mentioned how much I love my surgeon?) an exact idea of where to remove stuff. I also will have some kind of injection that will put blue liquid into my body so that they can see how it travels to my lymph nodes. At least I think that's what they are doing. Perhaps I should pay better attention... I might not know what that blue liquid does, but I do remember her telling me not to freak out when my urine is blue and i have blue streaks on my skin. Clearly I remember the important stuff!
-After I am done at the appointment I have to check in to the hospital. They say my surgery will be somewhere around 1:30pm and could be around 2 hours long. I will be having a lumpectomy and having lymph nodes removed. I probably spelled both of those wrong and didn't use the correct medical terms but oh well. They said to bring something do keep me busy. Thank goodness I have two iPads! Perhaps I'll take some action shots for you guys following along at home. (You know you'd love it!)
-Then it is back home to recover. My mom is staying with me Thursday night so that is nice.
I have purposely been storing things up in my DVR for this weekend so don't tell me who the Bachelor chooses or who gets eliminated from Top Chef!
I have worked hard to get everything set at school for the finals I will miss and everything copied for the new classes I start next semester. (I killed a few trees with all of the copies I made). I've tried not to stress out too much about being gone from school. I have to keep reminding myself that my students will be fine and that I am the priority.
Some people have been asking me what I need or how they can help. I have a really hard time answering that because I honestly don't know. I'm a perpetually single girl and I get very used to doing things on my own so it's hard to ask people for help. So if I tell you I don't need anything it's not that I don't appreciate the offer, it's that I honestly am not sure what I need!
But, if you enjoy reality tv and sitting around on the sofa then come on over! That's exactly what I'll be doing for the next couple of days.
Thinking of you today, Jenn!
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